Who I Am Today
I have changed a lot in the last three years. A lot. I have been thinking about that recently and I have a feeling that if certain people who have known me for most of my life, had a deep conversation with me today, they would be afraid and disappointed. They would definitely be upset. They wouldn't recognize me at all. I have deviated so much from what I was indoctrinated to believe that a lot of people wouldn't recognize me at all. They certainly wouldn't be able to relate to me. I think they would be terrified, honestly. I would bet they would be very uncomfortable. Maybe some would be intrigued. Most would be afraid. Maybe not afraid of me, really, but afraid of what they would learn. I think they would be very uncomfortable if the things I said challenged their belief system; what they use to understand reality and purpose and right/wrong. They would likely think about me and who they understood me to be, and wonder if they too, might be deceived by Satan to turn their...